I’m not I am and can’t be

I’m not permanent ever
Future that I know never
I’m not I am and can’t be
Realizing myself within me
 
All that happened till the past
All happenings of this day at last
Until the soil covers the body,
Time and tasks belong to nobody
 
Until the Lord sees me through
I am just a role in the land view  
In this life I gained, neither stage
Nor actions are own for my wage
 
There’re days I believed my intellect   
Even some days in my skills and act
When I realized many things later
I see I’m extant by God who cater
 
I’d strained to be myself as much
To express as own strength such
It was an inexplicable quantity
That I tried N’ tested my ability
 
In one direction, when I desire
To travel undergoing till I retire
When the Lord altered the way
To other direction, I don’t sway
 
As the courses change everyday
By God, I’m led in my life to stay
As all my desires were whacked
To His will, I’m not jam-packed
 
What is my goal to grow?  
So far I don’t even know.
When people say it as a stupor
I’ll wait to words of the Creator
 
I’d not created myself fewer
Why I think about my future
Till my last exhale, all the days
Were designed by His grace
 
I’ve lived the days many in life.
What all we see will go in strife.
Even in the life of a strong man,
I found him tumbling in half-span. 
 
In all of the bygone days,
As I’ve found God’s grace,
In this day that runs and
By Tomorrow, will it end?
 
Henceforth, in my life through
Except God, any a person is who?
Until I see His will upcoming
I’ll wait for His order calming.

O’ Earth! Enough is enough

When God created you,
O’ Earth, blessed is thou!
You’re beautified with nature
How superior is your rapture
 
Dressed a splendid gown green,
Like the beauty of a young queen,
As polished as to be astonished,
God put wonders accomplished.
 
Forests and green leas
Those grant feast to eyes
Giant Ocean, Seas, Brook
And falls are crowns to look
 
The conducive environment that
Gave the undefiled winds pat
To the homeless men N’ creature
Live in Earth, it’s a good shelter
 
Breeze blowing N’ the unchanged
Seasonal cycle of nature arranged
And clean water obtained before
Why did they go away today sore?
 
By the ruthless cruel deed
Of these evil men indeed
O’ Your tenderness N’ beauty
Have become formless N’ sooty
 
Such as greed and luxury
Are huge weapons cutlery
Chosen by the shameless men,
Thinking to cut your root then.
 
Let the meaningless human life
That exploits your wealth rife
In appellation of trade N’ economy
Be destroyed by your wrath N’ fury
 
They’re ruining the land
Waning water too and
Poisoning the Air breath-in
Made all paralyzed within
 
This Earth is the home of life
Here men don’t deserve to live
As like voracious beasts in den
Here are those ruthless men! 
 
O’ Earth! Enough is enough
Send your nature that rough
To rebel against the men hurt
Let men be terrified seeing that
 
O’ Atmosphere that got torment
Pour as fire, hotness N’ torrent  
It’s enough that the tipsy mankind
Testing your patience get behind
 
O’ Winds N’ woods rise scorching
O’ Land, the foothold ride purging
O’ Rivers N’ deep seas get dander
On the men who deny to surrender